April 19, 2009

The Light
















It's been a long long time since i post anything..
Hmm.. Lots of things happen,
One by one struck me, and all i can do is try to face everything.

If anyone ask me, did i ever think that everything will going to be this way,
Then i would answer never had in my mind, not in a single second.
It feels like my world turning upside down 180〫
But everything happened in this world for their own reasons,
And i believe that everything has been written down since the very beginning.

So here i am, with a completely different world without her.
Never thought that world would feel like this,
As if i was born again and see this world as something that i've never seen before.
Stranger become Relative, Relative become Stranger, Stranger become Lover,
Hufftt.. What a weird world of mine..

So many tears, so much dark..
But people say there's always a light after the darkness..

Glad to have a chance to find that light,
But why people can't see that light too...?
The light that keeps me strong,
The light that keep my insanity in the right place,
The light that always be there to light me up when i need it..
The light that keep me alive..

Am i wrong for wanting it?
Am i wrong for keeping it?
Am i wrong for hoping it?
Am i wrong for loving it?

Why they can't see it?
Why they can't believe it?
Why they can't just let it?

Please,
Just don't take the light from me..
Please,
Just let me be me..